_{i am sick of all this shit

i will not be talking physically to ANYONE

yesterday during theology class, i heard this beeping sound. it went on for about 3 minutes, but felt like a thousand years.  Another panic attack kicked into gear.  I thought that it was my heart beat, hooked up to a monitor.  i just sat straight up and stared.  This ENTIRE week i have felt like my arms have had IV's in them, connected to just a prescription of pain.

And now today i had to get my bottom braces (i am only getting braces for my surgery)

it was hell

i cried a little while they were doing stuff, hurt like hell. i can't even tell u.  i had a diff lady than usual, she was a bitch.  she put this support thing in my mouth cuz i can't open my mouth that wide.  ok well first off. i can't even tell u how bad of a overbite i have cuz of this stupid TMJ, and i can only bite down onto one side.  and when i took it out we had to start over cuz i "messed everything up" and then the nice lady who usually works on me, told her that there wasn't any point of even doing that. she is my hero for today.

and now that the bottoms are on. i want to just rip off my entire jaw.  it already feels that way

day after day, second after second it gets worse. i have to re-align my jaw every second because of the pain}

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Mezool

Feb 26, 2012

Tumblr and Skype

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_{I made a Tumblr, it will become my new addiction

As well as i have a skype account, i love talking to u guys!
type ur dA username when u add me on skype so i know it is not a random person!

Tumblr : mezool.tumblr.com/
Skype : Mezool ( has a pic of rilakkuma )}

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i am sick of all this shit i will not be talking physically to ANYONE yesterday during theology class, i heard this beeping sound. it went on for about 3 minutes, but felt like a thousand years. Another panic attack kicked into gear. I thought that it was my heart beat, hooked up to a monitor. i just sat straight up and stared. This ENTIRE week i have felt like my arms have had IV's in them, connected to just a prescription of pain. And now today i had to get my bottom braces (i am only getting braces for my surgery) it was hell i cried a little while they were doing stuff, hurt like hell. i can't even tell u. i had a diff lady than

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